あつりょくなべ

2009-12-05T04:53:00.003+08:00

I see its time to clear up some cobwebs here.
Currently at John's office, and nth to do, so decided to revive this place a little bit.

Definitely, for this whole period of disappearance, alot of changes had been made to my life.
More and more restrictions after the COC on 19/11/2009.
Life don't seem as carefree as before for me.

And now, when my life inside is changed so drastically, my life outside is also somehow affected.
Although I am in a shift work vocation, there are days in nov/dec that I stayed in in camp countinuously for at least 2 days.
This is so different from before.

And when I get to book out, I will just sleep from the time I reach home all the way till around 11pm.
Thats how tired i can get at times.

Even my birthday off is unstable now.
Seriously, I wanna ORD fast.

Being in strict control of the government is not smth I want.
Being retricted in alot of things is no fun either.
This is bad. FML.

2009-08-12T23:55:00.001+08:00

till then.

2009-08-11T23:49:00.000+08:00

Harder than a stone.
Deeper than the waters.

But I will be like a star from now on.
Although all of you cant see me, we are still friends.

2009-08-06T04:01:00.001+08:00

Okay, after much thinking, i shall still blog despite the error/ bug :D

I hear this from many, that, true friends are always there when u need them.
Let me create another one.
True friends are always by your side, with your soul, no matter how far they are from you.

Kang's right.
Maybe if jingquan and a-hem were to be together, I think I will just lock myself at home and emo.
And IF the whole world is attached, I might as well quit arcade.
Reason behind this is because, at the end of the day, everyone will be busy with their partner and eventually have less time for their buddies.
Then I will end up alone in the arcade with my GF (Guitarfreaks).

As much as i wanna get to 1500SP, friends are as equally important, if not more than that.
I wouldn't mind if I minus 10 points from my SP when I see my buddies.
In this way, I rather minus of all the 1460.65 points.

Its always 1500SP < BUDDIES.
And it will never become BUDDIES < 1500SP.

2009-08-03T01:49:00.004+08:00

I do admit, I am a bastard.
I seldom reject requests to our usual outings, but now I am starting to .
Thats because I feel odd?
Its not like how it used to be last time anymore.

I have been asking myself why, and till this day, I haven't gotten a clear answer.
What the fuck.
It has been ages since the last time I felt so lost.

2009-08-06T03:55:00.002+08:00

wtf.
i think i just have to make do with this.
blogger seriously has a bug.
please do something to it..

And after much discussion.

Barrier to clear : Hyper Pick.